So many years ago
I held you
It was then
I called you mine.
I could look into
Your smiling eyes
Until the end of time.
Love
Struck..
My obsession,
I was crazy over you.
Magnetic from the start.
Such intense desire.
Crash and burn, time to heal..
We'd jump back in the fire.
Marionettes..
Our hearts were.
Plucking at the strings,
Look watch them dance.
Wicked we played
Snip snip, now suffer
Stand by and watch,
Tie up the ends..
It was just a game.
I savored the thrill of highs,
Braced tight the lowest times.
I guess we took for granted,
No matter what..
We'd always be.
Then it was over.
Years went by..
I often thought of you.
Then..
What a beautiful surprise
To see those smiling eyes.
Out of the blue..
You were there.
We held eachother close
A long warm embrace,
Never wanting to let go,
I was so happy.
Days have gone by since then
My calls to you unanswered.
Confused I sit and wonder
Are we playing the game again?
Monday, April 9, 2012
Friday, March 16, 2012
Invisible Red Thread
An invisible red thread connects those who are destined to meet, regardless of time, place, or circumstances. The thread may stretch or tangle but will never break ~ Chinese Proverb
I just learned that proverb today after something rather strange happened. Coincidence you may say but I myself don't believe in coincedences. Let me tell you what happened...
My family & I just moved to this neighborhood about a month and half ago. Haven't met any neighbors yet, they seem to keep to themselves. I figure I'll meet them in time as the weather gets warmer. I'm so looking forward to establishing roots here, as I call it. Or should I say creating a brand new garden. With two months to go before I can do any planting, best I can do is clean up the yard.
I began cleaning up stray garbage & leaves in the backyard. I recycle & compost, so rather than shoving everything into garbage bags I sorted through everything. Wearing gloves of course. As I raked my fingers through the leaves I began finding business cards which I threw away; but as time went on I began finding someone's ID. My first thought was to just toss it. Whomever lost it must have cancelled everything & aquired new ID. I continued sweeping my hands through the leaves only to find more. A bank card, a wallet & a social insurance card O_O
I wiped the wet leaves off one of the cards to read the name. These Id's belonged to a Dr! Now I was thinking *oh shit..this could be serious* This could have been a serious assult. Maybe I need to phone the police. I ran into the house & Googled the name, searching for any possible news archives. No news stories but I did find out who he was.
This is where the story gets strange or very coincedental. This man turns out to be a dentist whose office is very close to my home. Conveniently, I just happened to have an appointment there today. My first visit there. Isn't it funny how life makes things just fall into place like that?
I brought his wallet and identification to my appointment. I know it's probably all cancelled & he's been issued new cards but I've had ID lost/stolen before & always wonder where it is, what happened to it. There's a little fear that someone could try to steal my identity & my criminal record suddenly be full of things I didn't do. I brought it to him to give him peace of mind.
My appointment was with a different dentist & I wasn't able to deliver his belongings to him personally as he was away but the receptionist was quite shocked & happy. She said he would be too. I found out what happened...
He had just stepped out of his vehicle, probably to run into the office and grab something..when all of a sudden a man on a bicycle drove by, smashed his window & grabbed his wallet & took off. I felt relieved that it wasn't a violent mugging. I don't know him, but still..I care about the well being of people in general.
After I gave the receptionist his things she called the other dentist & hygenist over to tell them what happened. The dentist I had an appointment with was especially in awe as she had just watched the series Touch last night. She told me about it & explained the Chinese Proverb of the invisible red thread that's attached to you & everyone you'll meet in your life. She said, "This is so weird! I just watched that show last night and it's real..that's what this is, it's happening".
I just learned that proverb today after something rather strange happened. Coincidence you may say but I myself don't believe in coincedences. Let me tell you what happened...
My family & I just moved to this neighborhood about a month and half ago. Haven't met any neighbors yet, they seem to keep to themselves. I figure I'll meet them in time as the weather gets warmer. I'm so looking forward to establishing roots here, as I call it. Or should I say creating a brand new garden. With two months to go before I can do any planting, best I can do is clean up the yard.
I began cleaning up stray garbage & leaves in the backyard. I recycle & compost, so rather than shoving everything into garbage bags I sorted through everything. Wearing gloves of course. As I raked my fingers through the leaves I began finding business cards which I threw away; but as time went on I began finding someone's ID. My first thought was to just toss it. Whomever lost it must have cancelled everything & aquired new ID. I continued sweeping my hands through the leaves only to find more. A bank card, a wallet & a social insurance card O_O
I wiped the wet leaves off one of the cards to read the name. These Id's belonged to a Dr! Now I was thinking *oh shit..this could be serious* This could have been a serious assult. Maybe I need to phone the police. I ran into the house & Googled the name, searching for any possible news archives. No news stories but I did find out who he was.
This is where the story gets strange or very coincedental. This man turns out to be a dentist whose office is very close to my home. Conveniently, I just happened to have an appointment there today. My first visit there. Isn't it funny how life makes things just fall into place like that?
I brought his wallet and identification to my appointment. I know it's probably all cancelled & he's been issued new cards but I've had ID lost/stolen before & always wonder where it is, what happened to it. There's a little fear that someone could try to steal my identity & my criminal record suddenly be full of things I didn't do. I brought it to him to give him peace of mind.
My appointment was with a different dentist & I wasn't able to deliver his belongings to him personally as he was away but the receptionist was quite shocked & happy. She said he would be too. I found out what happened...
He had just stepped out of his vehicle, probably to run into the office and grab something..when all of a sudden a man on a bicycle drove by, smashed his window & grabbed his wallet & took off. I felt relieved that it wasn't a violent mugging. I don't know him, but still..I care about the well being of people in general.
After I gave the receptionist his things she called the other dentist & hygenist over to tell them what happened. The dentist I had an appointment with was especially in awe as she had just watched the series Touch last night. She told me about it & explained the Chinese Proverb of the invisible red thread that's attached to you & everyone you'll meet in your life. She said, "This is so weird! I just watched that show last night and it's real..that's what this is, it's happening".
Touch trailer (HD) Starring Keifer Sutherland
Monday, March 5, 2012
Out Of Focus
Dwelling on what's wrong
But what's so wrong with right?
That little voice inside your head
It keeps you up all night.
Toss and turn,
Your body's tense;
Fears echo through the night.
What if this? What if that?
Your mind's screenplay
Spells disaster.
Make believe
Catastrophies
That record
Won't stop skippin.
Happiness is so short lived
Frustration is consistent.
Pity the fool,
The failure is you.
In solitude you're crying.
Head filled with doubt.
There's no way out,
What's the use of trying?
You look out the window
Up to the sky
You throw your hands up
And yell "Please God Why?"
Grey clouds drift away
The sun shines on you.
Trees seem to dance
And the sky is so blue
Birds happily sing
Their sweetest songs.
It is then you realize
That your focus was wrong.
But what's so wrong with right?
That little voice inside your head
It keeps you up all night.
Toss and turn,
Your body's tense;
Fears echo through the night.
What if this? What if that?
Your mind's screenplay
Spells disaster.
Make believe
Catastrophies
That record
Won't stop skippin.
Happiness is so short lived
Frustration is consistent.
Pity the fool,
The failure is you.
In solitude you're crying.
Head filled with doubt.
There's no way out,
What's the use of trying?
You look out the window
Up to the sky
You throw your hands up
And yell "Please God Why?"
Grey clouds drift away
The sun shines on you.
Trees seem to dance
And the sky is so blue
Birds happily sing
Their sweetest songs.
It is then you realize
That your focus was wrong.
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